7.30.2007

catch up

We receieved word last week that Brooke's grandma Ruthie has passed away. She was a wonderful woman full of laughter and strength. We will all miss her but we also rejoice in the fact that she died in Christ and therefore is with him now. We also long for the day when Christ will return to finally and fully defeat death and when he will bring all the faithful departed with him.

We were in Michigan for the funeral and returned to St. Louis late Friday night. We're now dogsitting and housesitting for some friends. We've both done quite a bit of traveling this summer and are trying to get settled back into a normal schedule and routine. This is particularly hard for me but hopefully by the end of the week I'll start being productive again. I'll try to put a few more posts up in the near future to catch everyone up one other recent happenings, thoughts and meanderings. Until then... um... uh... peace out yo!

7.19.2007

more music

For some reason I've just got music on the brain lately. The following lyrics are from "Windowsill" by The Arcade Fire and can be found on their album Neon Bible.

I don't want to hear the noises on TV
I don't want the salesmen coming after me
I don't want to live in my father's house no more
I don't want it faster, I don't want it free
I don't wanna show you what they done to me
I don't want to live in my father's house no more
I don't want to choose black or blue
I don't wanna see what they done to you
I don't want to live in my father's house no more

Because the tide is high
And it's rising still
And I don't want to see it at my windowsill

I don't want to give 'em my name and address
I don't want to see what happens next
I don't want to live in my father's house no more
I don't want to live with my father's debt
You can't forgive what you can't forget
I don't want to live in my father's house no more
I don't want to fight in a holy war
I don't want the salesmen knocking at my door
I don't want to live in America no more

Because the tide is high
And it's rising still
And I don't want to see it at my windowsill
I don't want to see it at my windowsill
Don't want to see it at my windowsill

MTV what have you done to me?
Save my soul, set me free
Set me free, what have you done to me?
I can't breathe, I can't sleep
World war three, when are you coming for me?
Been kicking up sparks to set the flames free
The windows are locked now, so what'll it be?
A house on fire or rising sea?

Why is the night so still?
Why did I take the pill?
Because I don't want to see it at my windowsill
I don't want to see it at my windowsill
Don't want to see it at my windowsill

This album was recommended to me by a friend and although it took me several listen-throughs I'm now completely hooked. Anybody wanna share their thoughts on these heavy words?

7.13.2007

roads, rock, relief, rest

Shortly after returning from New Zealand I hit the road with Brooke and our friend Bonnette. Since last Thursday I've been to Chicago, Grand Rapids, Kalamazoo, Pittsburgh and now I'm finally back in St. Louis. Spending a night in my bed and a slow day mostly at home, I'm finally beginning to feel like I'm actually back in the country. After all my traveling I've been quite weary and the last four days or so have been a bit stressful. That's why when I got into the car yesterday afternoon I was actually looking forward to spending about 9 hours driving by myself. I was able to turn the AC and the volume up, way up. For me music has always had a very cathartic effect and yesterday was no different. Among the many CD's I listened to was the new White Stripes album, Icky Thump. This album is perfect for cranking up while alone in your car. One song in particular that melted away some of the layers of stress and weariness was the up-tempo, blues-rock tune Rag & Bone. Just go buy this album, stick it in your player and enjoy.

Now I'm back. I'm getting settled. I'm resting and resetting.

7.07.2007

some random nz pix

I meant to post some pictures from my latest trip to New Zealand much sooner than this. Actually I meant to post them while I was there but do to slow internet connections I was only able to post one picture per post while I was there (or at least that's as many as my patience would allow me). Anyway, better late than never. Here are some of the people and places I spent time with in June.

(Apparently something went wrong when I tried to put up these pictures. Sorry for not delivering the goods.)

7.02.2007

traveling woes

For me Friday the 29th of June, 2007 will be a day that goes down as one of the worst in recent memory. Since I'm trying to get over it I won't pour out all the details for you but as a day it just sucked. There was a mishap leading up to my departure from New Zealand that was stressful and frustrating but it was nothing compared to what happened to me after I got to the Auckland International Airport. While I thought I was arriving at the airport some five hours early for check-in (due to the aforementioned mishap) I found out upon arrival that I had actually missed my flight by about four hours!

Now I'm pretty sure that I'm not stupid. My I.Q. score tells me I'm not. The fact that I graduated from an intense Master's program with honors tells me I'm not. My professors, mentors, and friends have even assured me in the past that I'm not. On Friday however I must have accidentally taken and idiot pill or something. Actually I blame this whole incident on my ADD, which is probably an attempt to play the victim but whatever. So anyway, for some reason when I read my ticket, "105P" looked just like "1050P" which means that I thought my flight was leaving at 10:50 PM when it actually left at 1:05 PM. Mind you, I checked the time on my ticket several times just to confirm the time (which is why I blame ADD) but for some reason my brain initially locked in the time as 10:50 PM and so that's what time I read it as on each subsequent check.

After realizing that I wasn't going to puke, though I felt like it, I promptly tried to resolve the issue. Long story short, unless I wanted to wait to be re-booked on July 6 I had to buy a new one way ticket from a different airline. Longer story short, due to the immensely generous donation of frequent flyer miles from one of our supporters I was originally supposed to be flying home in a really nice seat but instead I ended up spending a lot of money on what the lady at check-in counter assured me was the worst seat on the plane.

After a 12 hour flight of extreme discomfort and miserable self-loathing I arrived in Los Angeles an hour after my flight back to St. Louis left. All the way there I knew this would happen but I was thinking, "No problem. It's L.A. and there have to be multiple flights to St. Louis each day." Now I was right in my assumption but what I didn't know was that due to weather issues a bunch of flights were cancelled and delayed and every remaining flight to St. Louis had massive stand-by lists. Another long story short, I ended up spending the a total of over 17 hours and one mostly sleepless night in LAX. The two pictures of the empty airport may not seem that major but keep the following text borrowed from the LAX entry on Wikipedia in mind:

LAX handles more "origin and destination" (i.e. not connecting) passengers than any other airport in the world. It is the
world's fifth-busiest airport by passenger traffic [2] and sixth-busiest by cargo traffic, serving some 60 million passengers
and more than two million tons of freight in 2004. It is the busiest airport in the state of California, and the third-busiest
airport by passenger traffic in the United States. In terms of international passengers, LAX is the second-busiest in the U.S.
(behind only JFK International Airport in New York City) [3] , and 20th worldwide.

That same airport is the one that is completely empty in these photos. I felt a little like Tom Hanks in The Terminal. So anyway, I finally made it home and while I'm still kicking myself I am getting over it. Believe it or not there were a lot of details about the day that I could obsess over which I haven't included because I'm trying to move on. In retrospect, when I consider everything that went down at the aiport in Glasgow on Friday I guess I don't have much to complain about. Especially since my bad day was almost completely my fault. Now I just have to deal with the jet lag. Check back in a few days for some more photos of my trip to New Zealand.